A Day.....

It was actually a little sad today when my grandkids didn't come to my office trick or treating. I suggested that they just go to the other office since that's where their dad works. It's too hard to go to both places. Besides.....a dad trumps a grandma for that. Went to chiro for what is acting like siatic nerve pain....was hoping it would get better on its own. Now that's an every other day thing for a couple of weeks. Went to Mom's. She was in bed. She spoke to me from bed...words that I didn't understand. Atsu followed me in the room and proceeded to get her out of bed. First he had to put pants on her.....she had none on. Hard/hard/hard to see her body so very very thin. I will never forget her like this....that's all I can see. I put her slippers on her thin/thin feet. I gave her a comb & she combed her hair...a little. At first she wasn't interested in eating. I was about to leave but then she took a sandwich from me and ate the whole thing(half a sandwich) and ate half of the other half. But...she yelled at me a couple of times. I sat there and looked around at the various people. and listened to them. It's the saddest thing. My prayer for Mom now is...please keep her pain-free. It seems her body would hurt when she's handled...being that thin. maybe please keep her bed sore free. watch over her care. I can touch her...she can yell at me. She's tired....so very tired....